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두 눈을 감고서

이 음악에 기대 얘길 시작해

나 이렇게..

지난날들이 떠올라… Em..

왜 그리 아팠던걸까… Yeah..

떠나가버린 기억과 흩어진 추억에

낯선 세상이 힘에 겨울 때…

Oh, then there’s you

어질러진 내 마음속의

Oh it’s you

감춰왔던 비밀을 찾게 해

한참을 내 맘 깊숙이

숨겨온 소중한 이 한 마디

꺼내 말할래

Oh, then there’s you

꿈이 가까워질수록

두려움이 또 날 덮어와 No No

길 잃은 날 찾아서

그렇게 다가와 데려가 주길..

기도해왔어

Oh, then there’s you

어질러진 내 마음속의

Oh it’s you

감춰왔던 비밀을 찾게 해

한참을 내 맘 깊숙이

숨겨온 소중한 이 한 마디

꺼내 말할래

언제부터 인지, 끝도 없는 시련 속

어느새 네 눈빛이

‘괜찮다’ 내게 속삭이는데..

Then there’s you

메마른 나의 세상 끝에

Oh, it’s you

단비가 되어 젖어 들게 해

한참을 내 맘 깊숙이

숨겨온 소중한 이 한 마디

너를 사랑해

Oh, then there’s you

Oceans and Engines

Saturday sunset we’re lying on my bed with five hours to go

Fingers entwined and so were our minds, crying ‘I don’t want you to go’

You wiped away tears but not fears under the still and clear indigo

You said ‘Baby, don’t cry. We’ll be fine you’re the one thing I swear I can’t outgrow’.

My mother said the younger me was a ‘pretending’ prodigy-well, nothing, then, much has changed

‘Cause while you’re wolfing down liquor, my soul-it gets sicker

But I’m sticking to the screen play, gotta say I’m okay, but answer this babe

How is it not that somehow you’re a stranger?

You were mine just yesterday

I prayed the block in my airway dissipates and instead deters your airplane’s way

But heaven denied

Destiny decried

Something beautiful die too soon

But I’m letting go

I’m giving up the ghost

But don’t get me wrong, I’ll always love you that’s why I wrote you this very last song

I guess this is where we say goodbye

I know I’ll be alright

Someday I’ll be fine but just not tonight

Plunging into all kinds of diversions like blush wine and sonorous soirées

But even with gin and surgin’ adrenaline

I see you’re all that can intoxicate

Oceans and engines

You’re skilled at infringin’ on great love affairs

Because now my heart’s home-all I’ve known is long gone and ten thousand miles away

And I’m not okay

But I’m letting go

I’m giving up the ghost

But don’t get me wrong, I’ll always love you that’s why I wrote you this very last song

I guess this is where we say goodbye

I know I’ll be alright

Someday I’ll be fine but just not tonight- was the first time I stared into seas of beguiling sepia two years ago

And the first time I learned real world superpowers lived in three words and could revitalize my fraying bones

Now what do you do when pillar crumbled down you’ve lost all solid ground

But dreams and demons drowned

This void’s all you’ve found and doubts light it aglow

I have so many questions

But I’m pouring them into the ocean and I’m starting up my engine

And I’m letting go

I’m giving your ghost

It’s come to a close

I marked the end with this last song I wrote

I’m letting go

This is the last falsetto

I’ll ever sing to you, my great lost live

Polaroid Boy

You'll forever be the boy in my polaroids You'll forever be the reason why I am void You'll forever be my first love

and the reason why nobody else ever seems enough I'll forever be scarred and wary I'll forever know love as hard and scary and I'll forever be the girl you first kissed but I'll never be the one you miss You hurt me You hurt me When I loved you so selflessly Well, I wish you well But on nights like this I wish I never fell You'll forever be the reason I lost my smile and you'll forever be sadly in denial and I'll forever know your favorite song to sing and that I helped you shake off the powdered doubt coating your wings And you still hurt me You hurt me When I loved you so selflessly Well, I wish you well But on nights like this I wish I never fell I wish I never fell

<whatzzz up everyone! Well this is the newest original song by Nicole Zefanya. And I honestly have a good news! guess what? Well, now you can find her song on iTunes!!!! Yup this is shocking and exciting!! I knew this day would come haha. You can buy Polaroid Boy on iTunes but if you a broke-fan like me, that's okay. Nikki never force her fan to buy her song haha. But you still can watch the full version of this song on her channel over here : https://www.youtube.com/user/nzee24

Take A Chance With Me

Take A Chance With Me by Nicole Zefanya

His laugh you’d die for,

His laugh you’d die for,

The kind that colors the sky,

Heart-Intangible,

Slips away faster than

Dandelion fluff in the sunlight,

 And he’s got swirls of passion in his eyes,

Uncovering the dreams he dreams at night,

As much and hard as he tries to hide,

I can see right through,

See right through,

His voice you’d melt for,

He says my name like,

I’ll fade away somehow if he’s too loud,

What I would give for,

Me to get my feet,

Back on the ground,

Head-off the clouds,

I laugh at how we’re polar opposites,

I read him like a book,

And he’s a clueless little kid,

Doesn’t know that I’d stop time and space,

Just to make him smile,

Make him smile,

Oh,

Why can’t we for once,

Say what we want,

Say what we feel?

Oh,

Why can’t you for once,

Disregard the world and run,

To what you know is real?

Take a chance with me,

Take a chance with me,

His kiss you’d kill for,

Just one and you’re done for,

Electricity surging in the air,

He drives me crazy,

It’s so beyond me,

How he’d look me dead in the eye,

And stay unaware,

That I’m hopelessly captivated,

By a boy who thinks love’s overrated,

How did I get myself in this arrangement?

It baffles me too,

Baffles me too,

Oh,

Why can’t we for once,

Say what we want,

Say what we feel?

Oh,

Why can’t you for once,

Disregard the world run,

To what you know is real?

Take a chance with me,

Take a chance with me,

In the end,

We only regret,

The chances we didn’t take,

I’ll be your safety net,

So why not raise the stakes?

And I can hear your heart form across the room,

Pulsing through my veins,

I know you need this too,

Lie to me all you please,

I can see right through,

See right through,

Oh,

Why can’t we for once,

Say what we want,

Say what we feel?

Oh,

Why can’t you for once,

Disregard the world run,

To what you know is real?

Take a chance with me,

Take a chance with me,

Oh,

Why can’t we for once,

Say what we want,

Say what we feel?

Oh,

Why can’t you for once,

Disregard the world run,

To what you know is real?

Take a chance with me,

Take a chance with me,

< Hi guys, I have to apologize to no one because this is so and so much times i deleted all my posts from this blog. Sorry. I actually have no motive except i feel disgusted with what's inside. Don't get me wrong! it's not porn or stuff like that. But I just felt disgusted with myself, OK.

Now, i want to introduce to you all a Youtube singer that i really really love with all of my packet data - named Nicole Zefanya. She usually cover songs but she also make her own music.

Her voice is so beautiful and i can't even find any appropriate words to describe it.. Her music is like a drug and it's so addictive.. 

I hear and sing to her song every single day in my room, bathroom and every where.. This is such an activity that i couldn't stop. I recently looked for her song's lyric on Google but it was hard to find it. That's why i decided to post her lyrics. So, hope you guys like it. Love u bye. >